I miss you every single day. I remember our moments together in random hours, and it feels like time just stops. My life wants to stop. But we still have two siblings left. We can’t just leave them heartbroken. As much as I wanted to be with you, but who will take care of them? ?

Always remember that you will be in our hearts forever. You will always be loved and remembered. Your body may have lost in our sight, but we know that you’re always there watching over us. I am longing to hug you so tight. To tell you that I still wanted to spend more time with you, because our time of being together wasn’t just enough. And I still wanted to surprise you with all the things you have always wished to have. Things that you need, things which I know would perfectly make you happy. Being your manang is one of the few reasons why I still choose to stay, to hold on a little bit longer and to rise up again despite of difficulty. I love you all so very much that seeing us being together gives my life a besutiful meaning. Because you my siblings are all my lucky charms. You are all my favorite gifts from above. And I am so sorry for all the shortcomings and hardwork which you all have done for me. I am always grateful. ?